I feel an end that they took someone I liked who wanted a relationship with me who was older and tried to reduce her functioning and then everyone pleasures her.  They made it convenient, like with Johnny Depp and Tim Burton and then forgot about what they did but still check in to see if I "made it" still and if she's still a peak interest to me somehow; that's why they have to keep track of me!  Some people aren't mean, but I find people closer to me being monitored in private seem to make it happen; however, I am unsure if this is just how the process is.

...   I just heard supposedly the older lady I like is "taking back" things supposedly, forever.