Friday, September 27, 2019

It seems dangerous now if I feel upset about around my dad.  He seemed to force me into being more upset about things.  I'm too used to being around bad language.  I didn't really do anything wrong.  I don't actually say anything bad, it's just still going through my head.  People usually say fuck this fuck that.  I think of how someone got the term "kill" stuck in my head, mostly, or terms that mean "trash."  Yes, people are really mean to me, too.  I have to deal with it, and then I understand.