It seems dangerous now if I feel upset about around my dad. He seemed to force me into being more upset about things. I'm too used to being around bad language. I didn't really do anything wrong. I don't actually say anything bad, it's just still going through my head. People usually say fuck this fuck that. I think of how someone got the term "kill" stuck in my head, mostly, or terms that mean "trash." Yes, people are really mean to me, too. I have to deal with it, and then I understand.