I keep telling myself to be careful but know I will forget some things about how to deal with things and new things just come up. Some people have time to try to make it hard for me, like a maze for an animal.
I come up a lot with that it's the end of my relationship with someone, like everyone puts a label on that person like it's too good for me, how blatant. Also, people swear the person really said these things when she said she was just fitting in. They even ruined some things that might mean something.
So, the only way to deal with some problems is to try to remember that you're mad because it means the end of what you had, instead of just wandering around aimlessly saying no, no to what, the end. Just put a label on it and go from there, justified ... like ... well, first, I don't want my life to be compromised because someone I like is so good because she is older, all white, or something. However, I also think I don't have to worship any people or they don't have to get things I was tricked out of. I also don't fair well with hypnotizing people to be jealous of things and pick apart my life so I feel uncomfortable and never feel better; like, they are exposed and forced into things, or my dad does the job to finish it off to stay safe maybe while they are good instead bad as you'd think usual for some reason..
Is this all a joke to the older lady I like's "cronies?" I think so, make them feel good by saying they're better than me and the older lady is still, but just focus on hurting people like me. This doesn't sound like a good idea. How did it go underway? It doesn't make sense. I think they are a joke, whoever is doing this, but I don't know how to compromise and put a label on who and probably don't even know people getting into this, ruining my life. They're supposed to be all that, too, and to be able to be with her? and control my life conditions from afar? Is that their "joystick?" This is just ruining it for me, no okay and going back like maybe it was okay then. Like I said, it doesn't make sense. It doesn't sound like an accident but maybe being silly or something. I don't know who all did it, though, so I'm watching out I guess. Maybe, it involves a group, but that group thinks it did what was right, as usual, to turn people away who are interested and say they are all that and to worship them.